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The Beginning of the Road
One Step at a Time
Created on 2005-11-30 12:40:50 (#8921897), last updated 2009-11-12
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| Name: | Penny |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-08-27 |
| Location: | United States |
| Website: | Livejournal |
I'm nobody important, at least that's what I've been told my whole life. What can you believe when your parents hate you so much that they say those kinds of thigns and hurt you all the time?
I've tried to kill myself a few times, but I never got very good at it. I get to squeemish and scared and can't finish the job. My mother says its because I can't even do the easiest things right. I'm in a hospital right now after I took some pills to try it again, and they're trying to help me.
For the first time ever, I have a friend, too. He cares about me alot and he's helped me by standing up for me. He's here because he tried to kill himself too. I'm glad he didn't. Maybe since I know that someone can actually care about me, I won't want to kill myself anymore.
Its good to have a friend.
I've tried to kill myself a few times, but I never got very good at it. I get to squeemish and scared and can't finish the job. My mother says its because I can't even do the easiest things right. I'm in a hospital right now after I took some pills to try it again, and they're trying to help me.
For the first time ever, I have a friend, too. He cares about me alot and he's helped me by standing up for me. He's here because he tried to kill himself too. I'm glad he didn't. Maybe since I know that someone can actually care about me, I won't want to kill myself anymore.
Its good to have a friend.
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